
Idk what to do I’ve never gone through this before. I know I can’t do anything, it’s just a weird feeling. And it’s extra hard to grapple with I think because there are no hard feelings. Like she had something super serious going on in her life, which I understand fully she made the best decision for her, but also it was just something so random that was the only barrier here. Otherwise it felt like things were going great, she just couldn’t be in such a new relationship right now
And there’s the added layer of I still care about her, and now I have no clue how she’s doing. I know how serious the situation was, and I wanted to be there for her and to hopefully help her feel at least just a bit better, and now it’s nothing, but I still don’t just automatically not care how she’s doing, I just don’t know how she’s doing. That also sucks