The hardest part of all of it is that while I’m happy they’re finding closeness with others, I’m jealous that I’m not finding that myself. To no fault of their own it makes you feel replaceable. It’s a conflicting thing but I want what’s best for them
I’m glad i’m not draining them worrying about me anymore or having to settle my emotions. But I miss all the good stuff and it was something I cherished so much. It really hurts that some great things for both of us went away in a matter of hours