Bro, I felt the exacttttt same way before graduation. As a severe dyslexic I never thought I would have graduated university. Before I left university I was trying to get over my Ex cheating on me. 5 years all through college just to end university alone. I feel you man, but you got to push through. It will be worth it
Always felt like after university no one would hire me. Because though our college I never was accept into an internship either. Felt pretty worthless. After graduating it took me 10 months before getting a job in my field. Yeah it sucks and a bit de moralizing, but it will be worth it. Just keep trying. Please believe me.