While suicide may seem like you’re doing a favor to yourself/friends/or family, it actually just makes it 100x worse. I had to go to my friend’s funeral last week because he committed suicide. I had to comfort his brother and father. Yes life is incredibly difficult, sometimes it gets better, and sometimes there’s nothing you can do but make the most of your situation. But killing yourself doesn’t “fix” anything. Seriously call 988, it’s never too late and you’re not alone.
Because you have negative and dark thoughts that are eating it’s way into your soul and tainting you, and you are not who you think you are. You have strength to overcome everything you have been going through, you need to realize that and find hope and courage. Love yourself, and find love in loving others. Having no love in life causes the worst misery. With love, you find great things that can help everything painful that comes with life. Your happiness is important, you deserve to be happy.
I don’t know man I’ve been trying to figure that answer out. I don’t have family or friends to miss me, nobody will throw me a funeral, nobody even showed up to my birthday. The only people who will pretend to care would be doing it to make themselves seem like a better person. and the rest will probably celebrate. honestly there isn’t much reason not to. the world is the same with one less person in it especially if it’s someone nobody really likes.
You deserve to be happy because the entirety of YOUR world is dissolving into grey. That honestly means that you need that happiness more than most people do, and there’s absolutely nothing wrong with that. The only person who you owe that happiness to is yourself 🫶🫶 please don’t hurt yourself, friend. It doesn’t stay grey forever.
You think you are a normie (for whatever reason) but no. You are a cool person and I bet that all of the people around you know that. You may just be yourself when you are with them, but your energy may be something that they have never felt before. You impact them in ways that you cannot even fathom, and you may not know the whole extent, either. Just know that they value you more than you value yourself, and seeing them happy when you are around is something to live for