I hear how much pain you’re in right now. And I am so sorry that you are going through this. It sounds really heavy to carry everything alone. Please know that you are worth more than you realize. Why don’t you reach out to a crisis line? Help is nearer than you think it is. I am rooting for you, friend. You don’t have to feel this way.
I’m not in a crisis I wasn’t raised like that. I’m just over myself my mistakes and my whole life I’m tired. I’m 21 years old with barely any money in debt cuz of college I don’t have a nice car I can’t achieve my dreams I’m ugly and I’m worthless. Nothings in store for me other than pain and anguish cuz of my trauma. It’s all I got. So be it.
No one is raised to be in a crisis. Being in a crisis means that you need help whether it is financial or emotional. You said you don’t have a nice car. I don’t have a car. You said you barely have any money because of student loan. I have $100k for student loan. But I still think there is hope as long as I am trying. What matters is that you are trying. Beauty is something so subjective. I am confident that you will find someone who finds you attractive. I also have trauma so I had to attend