I hate having bpd
I hate being attached and ppl think it means I don’t actually care about them
I hate feeling so much
I hate being self destructive
I hate wanting romance but the level I want is too much
I hate that I don’t want to be better
Ahh
it’s so awful 😭 my emotions go crazy and i KNOW they’re crazy but UGHHHHH
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Anonymous10w
i show just a little bit of me loving them with my entire being and it’s always too much, it’s always pushing them away. it happened to me again recently and i’m getting really tired
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Anonymous10w
OMG I RELATE TO THIS TOO MUCH 😭😭😭 it’s living hell no one understands the agony if you don’t have it
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Anonymous10w
Shiiid me to lol 😂 can’t do shit about it tho just gotta keep going
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Anonymous#110w
Yess I HATE being aware I’m acting crazed and delusional and it feeling real at the same time