I honestly feel that…I’ve never gotten any gifts. I’d my first bday party and first ever bday gifts this year and I’m 20…yeah I get it fr

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… and older brother hung out wit his friends. i hate this time of year bc it’s supposed to be about family and all of that but i never got that experience and i doubt i ever will. idk how to manage my depression during this time. i usually just lock myself in my room as often as i can but that’s just avoiding the problem and i don’t want to do that anymore

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