nothing is wrong with you..ppl are just shitty unfortunately. i went through that a lot growing up, and eventually i had to choose peace & being alone, rather than seeking relationships and getting hurt. i can now say i have people who i know actually like me and care about me. it sucks having to wait, but id rather wait a long time and make real connections, than have relationships with bad ppl. basically what i’m trying to say is it may take time, but that doesn’t mean u wont get there
there are ppl out there who think you are perfect! unfortunately there is going to be a lot of trial and error, and it’s going to take time. i went through years & years of relationships, romantic and platonic, and it took a while to find the right people. for me going to college really opened up a lot of opportunities. even though it hurts and makes you feel less than, it is going to take time