Like idc I have Enough to pay my loan. I make enough to pay other things and try and do stuff with myself. I still haven’t made a friend in over a year. Work isn’t MY work. Not the jobs I went to school for, I hate it. Even if it’s in the same field, that’s not what I want and I’m 100% better than bottom tier Job like that. Nothing for me has opened up close enough to even do.

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I don’t want to pay my loan and kinda didn’t all summer so fuck my credit that i actually don’t have bc I never bothered to get a credit card if I always made enough to support myself. So like idk what that’s abt ngl and I don’t really care bc if I wanna move out I don’t make THAT much nor have a friend to help me do it.

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Like I can’t even get a glass of water past 8:30 when my mom tries to go to bed and my dad watches tv but gets extremely drunk for his age off 3 beers and I’m always met with some kinda fight or rude bad mean angry attitude as if I don’t also live here, their favorite line. I can’t leave or do laundry without this. Anything. Shower. Eat. Make food.

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