Ive had to move back in with my parents due to me being unemployed and my home town is so incredibly small and has nothing in it so I cant even go out and do things by myself if I wanted to. Im so alone and I feel like Im even alone when it comes to family. I feel like such an outcast and I have a huge problem with engaging or feeling included in conversations. I don’t fit in with anyone
Ive never even had a boyfriend either and that’s honestly the worst of it all for me. I just want to be loved and want to give love and I cry almost everyday thinking about how Ill probably never be good enough for anyone if I can’t even have a lot of close friends or be able to socialize with my family
wow this was exactly me a few years ago. i thought i was gonna be stuck in a miserable life with no friends, boyfriend, and in a small town. i can now say im the happiest i’ve ever been, i have an amazing boyfriend, and some really good friends at college. my time came and yours will too :)