i know it’s been difficult, and i know you’re tired, but if you keep that mindset of “i’ll never do this, i’ll never do that..” when opportunities come you won’t see them. you WILL find love, you WILL be an artist, you WILL leave that broken home, and create an even better life for yourself. cliché, but you CAN do anything you put your mind too, even when the whole world is against you. don’t give up, amazing things are coming your way
I wish i could that optimistic, honestly my greatest barrier is finances. I barely get jobs, I’m still getting used to even HAVING a job (which feels pathetic in my 20s) and I live in an area which doesn’t have a lot of housing opportunities around. Everything is so expensive and I already have loans. I wish I had the leisure to be optimistic.