
I'm stable for the first time in AHHHHHHH and I could cry bro, I lost the ability to even imagine what stability felt like For the first time in years, I feel like, pleasant things. I feel safe. Aware. In my body. Happiness. Peace. I'm so good rn that a bunch of large branches fell on my BABY ANGEL car ln, and I gotta pay $500, and I don't even care!