
I understand and kinda feel the same. I actually tried therapy and getting help but it didnt help at all. All the therapist would do is tell me things I already know. Maybe it was just a bad therapist and I should try someone else. Overall, you should just try and therapist and see if it helps. If not then you can just leave. Might aswell try.
I second this. OP, that is an entirely valid thought process, but long-term, it can just end up hurting you even more. I ended up going to a counseling session for the first time in my life. Let me just say that it was the most vulnerable I’ve been to anyone outside of my own family. Getting that help you need (and especially deserve) isn’t going to be fun for sure, but it’s so much healthier than bottling it all up. It’s all one thing at a time🙏🏻 all valid