you are definitely not alone in feeling this way! i think we often feel pressure to experience certain things at certain times/ages. go at your own pace. you WILL meet your person, even if it’s not when you want it. you’re not unlovable; you just haven’t found your person yet. ik it hurts, but for now take time to focus on yourself! love always comes when you least expect it.
ugh i’m sorry you feel lonely…but honestly do you know how big of a blessing it will be when true love comes to you?! from a diff perspective on this, i have the opposite feelings, i wish i didn’t jump into all the things that i wish i waited for my future spouse. because after some time, the interest/excitement becomes faded because of already experiencing it AND getting heartbroken constantly. so there’s joy in waiting for when it comes. 🫶🏼