I hate being alive I hate being alive I hate being alive everything I do everything about me is so shallow. I have no hope no drive just despair and pain. Nothing is good nothing is just and I really wish every day that something kills me so I don’t have
(Cont) To suffer anymore but I don’t want to kill myself. I just want this stage of life to be over. I’m fucked the world is fucked there’s no brighter tomorrow or light on the horizon and I can’t take it