Anonymous OP 1d

That's what we're here for. You can say whatever you need and get advice and we won't get tired of it. We won't even know it's you if you post five times in a row. It's not the same as irl connections, but it's a start

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Anonymous #1 1d

i crave closeness. but then i have to constantly fear getting too attached or being too much and them leaving me in general. i need to feel someone’s presence. idk exactly what im feeling rn but i know i need to talk to someone close to me but also id say im fine to handle it on my own cuz wouldn’t want them to think im dependent but idk

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Anonymous #1 1d

i feel like i don’t have anyone i can fully trust that i can be completely not okay in front of and rn that’s what i need is someone who understands me and idk if i need comfort or what idk what i need

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Anonymous #1 1d

i’m also just paranoid at a lot rn

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Anonymous OP 1d

Is there anyone you talk to who you're close to, even if it's not that level of close? Like, even just like a regular friend. I know you said you don't have anyone you fully trust but it could be worth it to give it a shot. Idk, I want to suggest smth other than therapy since a lot of people hate or can't afford it

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Anonymous #1 1d

i did. one i haven’t heard from in a while. one i already used to rely on a lot and i don’t want to do that to them again. one is writing an essay and the one i could talk to went to bed but id feel guilty even if they offered to talk to me cuz i don’t like keeping ppl up and then it’s hard for me to believe it if they tell me they didn’t mind

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Anonymous OP 1d

Is there anything I can do?

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Anonymous #1 1d

idk, i’m also just feeling abandoned by a lot of ppl

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Anonymous OP 1d

Do you wanna talk about it?

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