Who would’ve known being groomed online from 14-18 would make me feel like I’m undesirable to people my age, make me comfortable interacting with dubious men online only to be shocked that they’re dubious, and be skittish/fearful when around older ppl irl
Tempted to extend it to 14-20 because I just got out of a situation ship with a 45 year old man who just lovebombed me the entire time but didn’t see it worth the effort to make it official with me