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My bpd jealousy makes me feel physically super ill. I hate it. I don’t want to be jealous over my partners friends. They’ve done nothing to provoke it. I hate my stupid rat brain
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Anonymous 5d

YES. the pain of how unbearable it feels and then the guilt to top it off

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Anonymous replying to -> #1 5d

No bc I feel SO guilty for it and there’s nothing to do about the situation bc I can’t ask my partner to act differently with their friends bc I think that’d be unfair bc they havent done anything wrong or disrespectful to our relationship and it’s all just bc it’s in my head due to trauma </3 I feel so helpless in this loop

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