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this is the worst i’ve ever been mentally. i’ve been working on myself for 9 yrs and i still hate myself. i feel like a useless, horrible person who is undeserving of life. and after 9 fucking yrs of this bs i’m at my wits end. idk if i’ll ever get better
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Anonymous 14w

i just want to live in third person or be a “fly on the wall” and watch everyone else live life. i wish i didn’t have to live life myself. i don’t think it’s meant for me

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Anonymous 14w

i have tried to get back into my interests for so long. i have tried to get into new hobbies. i have tried to take walks. get out of bed. change my negative habits and i can never sustain it long enough. it feels so fake like i’m not a real person and i end up getting sad all over again.

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Anonymous 14w

At that level might wanna look at your vitamins, creating a support network,

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Anonymous replying to -> #1 14w

hi thx for the advice, just to clarify, are you suggesting i get tested for vitamin/mineral deficiencies? or just start taking supplements?

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 14w

Get tested first

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