I was just hoping he'd reassure me that we'd be fine regardless and would work it out but instead it feels like I'm not worthy of reproducing

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Have you asked his thoughts on potentially having kids with autism? Or just told him you have that fear and he said we should get testing so your assuming that means he also has that fear and doesn’t want kids if your autistic? He might just be focusing on you and the testing rather than what it means for the future. I’m sorry if this isn’t the case and he genuinely doesn’t want a future with you over a very common condition

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