Can’t use weed bc I have a job application w drug testing in a little under a month and the anxiety was too much for me so I fell back into the tried and true dissociation via immersive video game. Feeding my cats and still don’t really feel like I’m here
I have to schedule an appointment w a gyno & I’m really really nervous ab it. This will be the first time I’ll be scheduling and driving to an appointment on my own & I’ve suspected for a good few years that I have suppressed childhood sexual trauma, so-