I’ve fucked up and ruined so many close friendships now that I don’t even care to find new ones, I just know I’ll do it again somehow.
I don’t deserve a romantic relationship or friends
Instead of continuously beating urself up, fix it. Don’t just complain. Do something about it. Work on yourself mentally / emotionally, maybe see a therapist. Surround urself in better environments. Unlearn bad habits.
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Anonymous6w
you deserve friends and romantic relationships
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Anonymous#16w
I mean I would just mess it up again, my issues are too much for anyone to handle
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AnonymousOP6w
i understand feeling that way, but i think the right people will commit to “handling it” because they cherish you so much
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Anonymous#16w
Probably won’t ever happen
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AnonymousOP6w
i promise there’s ppl out there who are meant to stay. i thought i wouldn’t be able to find anyone to handle me, but i eventually did