I wish the toll was felt earlier. Not quite there. Or asked how they were more. How do I live with myself until they’re ok? I can never forgive myself. They literally sacrificed parts of themself to save me. How do I repay that? WHAT DO I DO TO HELP THEM
Send a positive message every morning? What do I do? I wish I could relieve any of what they’re carrying. I can’t even verbalize. It’s like my brain is in shock? Like idk. I feel idk. This past week doesn’t feel real. When will I wake up? This isn’t real.