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Mental Health 7w
I genuinely do not see the point in being alive anymore. My parents don’t love or support me, I have no friends anymore, there’s nothing really special to me at all. I don’t even enjoy anything I used to. Everything is just a chore now.
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Anonymous 7w

I don’t have an emergency contact because I don’t have anyone who cares about me that much. Every day I regret that I am still am still alive. Everyone says “just wait” “just try again” but I did that last time and the time before that too. I remembered today how simple and happy things were 4 years ago. I’ve never been as happy and I will never see any of those people again. There is nothing I can do to get that back.

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Anonymous 6w

Im so sorry honey depression is horrible especially when you don’t have a good support system, if you can try and make friends at school or join a club to give yourself something to do that you can enjoy, listen to the music you used to love four years ago, write in a notebook and journal your feelings (it doesn’t have to make sense or be neat the paper won’t care), it might not feel like it but you are capable of getting through this. Take it one day at a time.

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 7w

the only thing I have to look forward to for the rest of my life is embarassing myself constantly at work and going home to sit alone in my room and then do it all again the next day. Broken up by weekends of sitting alone in my room.

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Anonymous replying to -> #1 6w

the thing is I tried to make friends but the entire club of my hobby now hates me for one reason or another, like lies about me spread by others who were mad I wouldn’t date them or something. I have been listening to music, I have been journaling for the past 3 months. I deserve friends who have something in common with me but literally all of the options are spent.

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Anonymous replying to -> #1 6w

I’m going into my FIFTH year of college and not even graduating this year cus I fucked around for the first two but at least I had fun back then cus look at me now. I’ll never relive those moments so I’m glad I at least took advantage of it while it was happening

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 6w

you just perfectly described my life. everything is so lonely and pointless

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