
I was! Then I accidentally was for a lil too long and then tried to stop but got DTs and had to be hospitalized then got sent to detox :D withdrawal triggered a full-blown manic episode and I ended up in detox for 21 days (it's supposed to be 6-11). Then the rehab residential step-down tried to surprise force send me to a psych ward and I manipulated the situation into just leaving/getting out early, not AMA. That was 509 days ago, and I'm still clean :D
Highly recommend :D (the getting clean part) Do it as quickly as possible, bc when you do, all the stuff you've been drowning comes back at full force. And the sooner you deal with it, the less you have to deal with! Its had its ups and downs, but overall, I am SO DAMN GLAD I stopped. As a huge bonus, you get so much hotter 😂 and now I'm a filthy gym rat with all the displaced time and new energy so yah