
I know I love them, I know I should feel like this, but I don’t know how to make it better. They just want to check on me and I just stare at the notifications until they go away and I feel guilty but I don’t care at the same time. I’ll answer my husband back within the hour usually, my mom within the day, but I’ve ignored my dad for a week and not batted an eye. It’s like I forget they exist