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anyone else missing their momma but only the version that existed when you were an innocent child and not aware of the horrors of momma
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Anonymous 13w

Every day😔 when I’m around her now I’ll occasionally regress and think that she’s that version, and it’s so hard to feel like everything’s okay and then be bitchslapped by the reality of her abusive actions and the fact that she ruined our family. I hate it

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Anonymous 13w

Me because my momma put down my childhood dog today without telling me after years of promising she wouldn’t do it without me there

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Anonymous 13w

Omg I’ve only recently come to realizations that it wasn’t just her abusive behavior through my preteen / teen years that was so traumatic, but also the confusion / self-gaslighting / betrayal / abandonment / disillusionment I felt because of how angelic I thought she was when I was a young child

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Anonymous 13w

let’s be traumatized/invalidated with mama!

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Anonymous 13w

Thankfully I have an amazing momma that has always been amazing.

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Anonymous 13w

100%. my relationship with my mother was destroyed after i realized how horrible she was. i’m trying to build it back up now, and it’s going alright, but i still think about it everyday

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Anonymous 13w

recently had to comfort my mother after a fight that she started with me. then i got in my car to drive home and broke down sobbing bc i just wanted my mommy.

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Anonymous replying to -> #4 13w

I randomly had a dream a few years ago that I felt loved by her the way I did when I was little, & I woke up crying when I realized how long it’d been since I trusted her enough to feel that love from her🥲

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Anonymous replying to -> #5 13w

damn lowkey she should go (redacted)

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Anonymous replying to -> #7 13w

Yeah. I let her know that I don’t think I can come visit her this summer, and that I need some distance for a while. I don’t know for how long, but I need to go no contact for a bit because I’ve never felt this hurt and betrayed in my entire life

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Anonymous replying to -> #5 12w

This would feel like the most ultimate betrayal to me. My dog is like my child, I can’t even imagine how it must feel. But I’d be so pissed and upset. Giving yourself some distance and space is probably the best idea

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