i was trying to explain how i get this boost of serotonin whenever i see matt damon’s face not bc of anything to do w matt damon but bc he starting in the martian and i read a really really good fanfic that put my fav characters in his place so now i associate him+that movie w that fic and thus w my fixation and she was like “yeah i get that if the guy is hot” and i didn’t say it at the time but like matt damon is not hot to me….hes fine but the point is that it genuinely has nothing to do w him