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Neurodivergent 5w
[forward— narcissism is not the Evil disorder, no disorder is. i wish narcissists peace.] having a harmful narcissistic mother and a father who enables her has done irreparable damage to my psyche and self perception to be fucking fr and its suffocating
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Anonymous 5w

i internalized not becoming my mother so deeply that now reaching out for help and support feels terrifying bc my anxiety skews my perception of myself so bad that i see that as the same as my mom’s narcissistic traits and it’s like gods i cannot fucking wait to move out. i cannot wait to have maybe not utter peace but at least the freedom to stretch out in my living room without worrying about entertaining the woman who called herself God, sexually harassed me, occupied my mind so devastatingly

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Anonymous 5w

“i wish narcissists peace ANYWAY THIS NARCISSISTIC MOTHERFUCKER—“

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 5w

i’ve been losing my sense of empathy for her and it’s scary and my fawning inner child is absolutely harrowed by the process but its like the adult me is looking at the shit pulled on a child me and going how the fuck did i actually not die. how did i withstand that pain.

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Anonymous replying to -> #1 5w

bro has 0 concept of nuance and assumes i think in 1 dimension

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