Anonymous OP 16w

Okay maybe not THAT long of sleep preparation but she doesn’t let you use it for like a good half hour before then either cause she WILL need it when she eventually gets off her ass to do it. Fuck me it’s so frustrating I am working with my therapist to go to bed earlier but she makes it so hard. Any time I do anything she doesn’t like she just starts turning me into the asshole in the scenario just because I change her schedule a little bit. It’s so frustrating cause it makes me question if

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Anonymous OP 16w

I’m being a dick or not but literally all I am trying to do is shower earlier. But I have to tiptoe around her schedule SO MUCH and it’s SO INFURIATING because if I do something at the wrong time now I am officially in her way and she makes it a big deal and it’s just EXHUASTING. I hate this woman so much I hate how she makes the ways I use to defend myself from her into justifications for why I am evil and abusive when all I’m doing is trying to protect myself from her.

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Anonymous OP 16w

I honestly might cry I just hate living here so much she makes me feel so evil and worthless and useless and hopeless. Whenever I try to do something she doesn’t like she makes me feel awful about it. And whenever she does something that harms me she just doesn’t care and keeps doing it and tells me I’m being a dick when I tell her to stop. I hate this place so much.

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Anonymous OP 16w

I barely even wanna shower anymore. I’ve just had such a shitty day arguing with her and I’m just so tired at this point. And she’s gonna make me mow tomorrow too and if I don’t she’ll tell me I’m being an asshole. Ugh. I don’t even mind mowing but when it’s in addition to everything else it’s just another thing she guilts me into doing. I hate this. I hate being made to feel like such a monster for things that I mostly do just in response to her shittiness or to defend myself.

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Anonymous OP 16w

I hate feeling like if I don’t let her control my life then she’ll guilt trip me into complying. She’ll never admit to any of this either. Never in a million years. She’ll never apologize or acknowledge it she’ll only just tell me I’m being an abusive dick. And half the time she makes me believe it. Hell after writing all this I’m still wondering if I’m secretly the asshole and just framing things in a way to make it seem to my benefit.

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Anonymous OP 16w

She makes me hate myself sometimes I think. And ugh fuck I’m wondering if I only said that to get sympathy and to justify to myself being a dick to her. Same for that sentence too. I hate this I hate this I hate this.

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Anonymous #1 16w

she does the same shit w the washing machine. she plans when she wants to use it in her head, doesn’t tell ANYONE, then when she goes to use it & something is already is there, she goes off & screams abt how this is the only possible time she has to do them. ok then why didn’t u let everyone know that??????? we can’t read ur mind???????

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Anonymous #1 16w

same thing again if she asks me & my bf to go somewhere with her. she will plan it out in her head, not tell us, then the day of or day b4 whatever she wants to do, she’ll ask us if we wanna go (expecting a yes) & when we say no bc we weren’t given any heads up or we already have plans (bc we didn’t know abt these made up ones in her head) she freaks out & plays victim & cries abt how we hate her… even tho we have asked that she lets us know when she wants to do something in advance.

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Anonymous #1 16w

she also never shuts up abt weight & how “fat” she is & how everyone else looks, so she makes me want to kms bc i’ve struggled w body issues my whole life, but was able to pull myself out of it before i met her. now i legit hate myself again & hide in baggy t-shirts so no one has the chance to say smth. so sorry, no advice at all bc she just makes me want to slam my head into the wall & i try to spend as little time in the house as possible to avoid her. but ur not alone. i get the frustration

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