like i see that it’s common for ND ppl to feel like aliens. but idk the way i feel is like im this eerie, uncanny, off-putting beast that they are trying to back away from when all im doing is honestly just having a conversation, but it’s sm harder like genuinely im so fucking bad at it no matter how well i may be able to push thru it sometimes to get the friends i have. but i am literally the most unrecognizable and unhuman creature ugh