i literally couldn’t stop fidgeting with this pen & cap and couldn’t help but like hunch over weirdly while standing just to feel more comfy in a multi person convo and i couldn’t breathe either from all the nerves i was like gasping between words and the words weren’t good either i was just all over the place😭 idk what to do too bc like none rlly know of any of my stuff but i don’t wanna be like “hey! i have many brain issues that make me be off & this is who’ll you’ll be working with yay!”