
orange_bee
Guys I got a full time job with really good benefits. And I know I have the capacity to do this kind of work really well. I want to feel proud BUT IM SO FATIGUED ALL THE DAMN TIME AND AM STRUGGLING TO GET MYSELF TO ACTUALLY DO WORKThis job is great, like they also give me so much freedom to do to my own thing and encourage me to do it in whatever way works best for me. BUT WITHOUT CLEAR DIRECTION IT MAKES IT EVEN HARDER TO ACTUALLY DO THINGS. I SIMULTANEOUSLY FEEL LIKE I DONT HAVE ENOUGH TO DO WHILE ALSO FEELING OVERWHELMED
Government employee here, you always have enough todo. Bring a clear expectation, gaslight them implying it should already exist (it should) maybe air purifier I just moved into a basement and it reduced how much sleep reduces fatigue by ~15%. Your new use Zero expectations to play a little dumb and ask more questions. Never say yes right away.