
Vyvanse made me see a shadowy lady on my way to school that disappeared when I directly looked at her/kinda moved with my eyes a bit first and also i saw weird floating colours and had my first ever auditory hallucination out of a grand total of three auditory hallucinations in my entire life. At least I think we adjusted the meds a lot because my real problems with focus and doing things at the time was depression not just adhd so i don’t rlly remember what caused what
Ughh I hate it lol. And hookup culture sucks. Like I want an actual partner. I hate it when you do a one time thing and never interact with them again. And one time I hooked up with a guy and there was no foreplay and he only pleasured himself. And then another time I cuddled and made out with a girl but didn’t do anything more than that because she didn’t want to, and I wanted to cuddle and chat more than anything sexual. And she said I was really sweet and wanted to be my friend.