
Geez, probably because I was bullied and had no friends my age. My friends my first year of middle school were the ants in the colony I found under my favourite tree during lunch, assuming I even HAD a lunch period because the bus would frequently kick me off and I’d have to walk so I wouldn’t get home until late and couldn’t finish homework. 😒
Yeeep. Starting in elementary school and progressing into college I’ve always been a “””teachers pet””” entirely cause for whatever reason it always felt easier to talk to adults than other kids. Which was somewhat good cause it meant I viewed my teachers as people, but on the other end of things that behavior was uhh. Maybe not normal.
right like!!! yeah bc adults wouldn’t generally talk to me about anything where my symptoms would come up or be taken as something weird but kids are more likely to find me strange so yeah i just wouldn’t hang out with other kids. like it was just me being quirky and quiet to them.