Neurodivergent on Yik Yak | I think I’m spiraling. And I have no one to talk to about it. My partner is suicidal and I don’t think would survive without me (they told me that) and my family would tell me that it’s my fault and I don’t get to be upset. I should’ve done better.

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Neurodivergent 8w

I think I’m spiraling. And I have no one to talk to about it. My partner is suicidal and I don’t think would survive without me (they told me that) and my family would tell me that it’s my fault and I don’t get to be upset. I should’ve done better.

Anonymous 8w

If I don’t get a scholarship then I’m not going to be able to go back to school this semester and if I don’t go back this semester then I’ll lose the scholarships I do have. If I lose those scholarships then I’ll never get to go back. I’m never going to see my friends again. I’m never going to escape this house. I’m never going to become a teacher. One back month is going to kill me because I couldn’t just fucking power through and do it

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OP 8w

And as more and more scholarships pass that I don’t get, I lose more hope. I’m never going to make it out. And I deserve this fate because why couldnt I just fucking do it. Why why why? If im even able to go back, I might never leave again, I don’t think I can do this. If I don’t go back to school this fall, I don’t know if I’ll survive. I know it seems such an overreaction but I just can’t be here anymore. I needed the escape school gave me. And I fucking blew it.

Anonymous

OP 8w

That sounds like a lot of pressure