
I was attacked around age 4, bad enough that I lost consciousness and had to be taken to the ER. It’s my first conscious memory and I still have scars on my face, on my nose by my eye and two more on my lips. Then I was attacked again around age 8 but it was not as severe. I still love dogs, I just learned more about how to read body language and know when it’s safe to approach. I think it traumatized my mom more than it did me
I think what helped in my case was that I grew up with dogs. We had a big ol german shepherd when I was young, then a mutt, now a little yapper. But I don’t remember I time when we didn’t have a dog and they were all loving and kind. So I had stronger and longer lasting positive associations