promise iām not self diagnosing. but i think what helped me realize the most abt my very possible autism or adhd or whatever i have was how confused the questions left me rather than the actual result that said very high likelihood/high amount of traits lmfao (also not saying this is what made me actually realize btw. iāve been doing nothing else w my personal time for the past month than research and analyzing my current and past self including when i was a babyā¦my mom takes lots of photos)
I went around as āself suspectingā for like 4 years and finally got a real diagnosis this year. Honestly I think if you do enough research itās pretty clear if youāre actually autistic or not, self diagnosis for that is one of the more valid ones. So I believe you and I hope you can figure it out fr one day.
i have been diagnosed with OCD alr and was in therapy until i could not afford it for other issues. however, my fuckass therapist told me she ādidnāt like to put labels on thingsā like thatās so fucking helpful as if i donāt legally need those labels to get help i personally need. but yeah no ive literally done sm research even before this for abt 3-4 yrs. but its just way more intense now bc how much its effecting my life w added responsibilities each year
in a similar but other way around kinda way itās also bc sometimes humans arenāt biased enough. growing up with certain behaviors and ways of thinking and just overall different issues that may be symptoms feel normal to the point they arenāt thought abt as deeply when taking a quick test online. im saying this as someone whoās not formally diagnosed but just my strongā¦ideaaaa ig of SOMETHING is from doing in depth analysis, and ofc not adequate enough to be a diagnosis, but for my abilities in
depth research w both medical texts along w personal stories. anyway ive realized that symptoms ive reported as not having are actually indeed very prominent symptoms i do have, but i have just subconsciously alr accepted them as ānormalā to where i didnāt do this literally dissection of every single thing abt myself since childhood onward lmao