🫂 That is so painful. I grieve with you. She sounds like she was such a wonderful blessing to this world. The pain doesn’t fully go away, but you learn to take the sadness and rework it into something beautiful, my beasto saved my life more than once, and will I love him to the end of time. One thing that helped me was having this photo of him on my Home Screen, which I’ve kept for over 3 years now. If you’d like to tell someone about how special she was feel free to DM me ❤️🐾
I couldn’t even think about doing it :( I stayed up but I was in the living room. When I thought I’d be going upstairs like normal, I caved and took melatonin. But I stayed down here. Now I’m exhausted so I won’t be in my room, conscious, for long. Maybe tomorrow. I’ll be able to do it some day