lol yeah I have a phobia of bugs and it's gotten worse lately so I've been regularly waking myself up multiple times in the middle of the night to check my room or a few years ago I had this thing where if I were with other people and there was a presentation, signing, a movie, etc I had to have my tongue rolled up bc I was afraid I would join in. we went to a play for a field trip and I had my tongue rolled for like two hours it was very numb afterwards ocd is so weird