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I've never not wanted to die and I'm getting so tired of keeping myself alive
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Anonymous 7w

It is really hard. Having to remember to breath and eat and drink to survive is hard enough. And having to understand social situations, cues and ethics can seem impossible so not wanting to be alive can be a logical conclusion. But speaking from someone who has depression and autism, life still carries its joys so sometimes we need a change of scenery and structure that have blocked us from feeling that way. And it’s a process, but worth it once there’s a step in the right direction

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Anonymous 7w

🫂?

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Anonymous replying to -> justinian 7w

I've never been hugged by someone who's loved me before, it's always hollow or a manipulation tactic.

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 7w

im so sorry, thats awfuk

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Anonymous replying to -> justinian 7w

*awful

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