you got this tho! if you feel like it is necessary to get better accommodations in society then i’d say go for it. esp bc ik it can just help overall to just put an official label to the way you are personally experiencing and navigating life. im going thru the same process rn and i have put it off since i thought maybe my special classes as a kid might’ve helped some. but genuinely it is so useful for ppl to get it! adulthood will only get more difficult as dark as that sounds. you should be
wait i promise im not trying to take away from your post at all. it’s great and difficult to track this process fs but also tiring im sorry. but the the first one is so real and actually helps me sm explain it 😭 like im a girl fs and dont want to identify as anything else. but i just dont like feel idk anything more than a body but the body is barely there it’s mostly just the thoughts higher up idk
Thinking about it I wonder if it’s why I don’t care a lot about physical appearance outside of looking presentable. I get tattoos and shit I want, not caring about anything else because I see my physical body as just not something to worry about? It’s basically customizing a game avatar.