In a way at least. It makes it hard for me to feel like I’ve learned from my mistakes when there’s just some innate part of me that doesn’t feel any different than even when I was a kindergartener. Even though now I can look back and know what I did wrong and I cringe at those moments. And knowing that the plan I had for my life is changed drastically as well. Just due to how many hardships and also just changes Ive been through. It’s odd and I wish I just felt like a completely different person