
My moms a nurse so I grew up in the hospital and I love it there, the sanitary smell, the food, the peds floor I used to spend every sick day at, it is a safe space for me. However every time they still tell me hun you’re tachycardic are you okay?? And I have to explain oh that’s just my resting state, I hover around chihuahua level anxiety at all times no matter the situation😭I could be at a mf spa getting a facial and my heart rate would still be sky high 😔everything gives me anxiety