< so i can’t wear a swimsuit to go to the lake or to tan or whatever because my nervous system sees almost all clothing as a threat and makes my skin crawl and it puts my whole body into fight or flight mode. it’s honestly hell on earth. i have zero life. being alone makes me so sad, but being with other people honestly makes me more sad because i want to have fun but my brain just doesn’t let me :(

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I’m in the same boat fr I wanted to do fireworks so bad tn but like I would’ve just done them alone and have to go to a specific place to do them and like I just didn’t do it

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