I had an interview at a daycare and they didn’t say it directly to my face, but I definitely felt judged because I was awkward. I engaged with the children, like I tried to keep them on task and out of trouble, but I was still very quiet and kind of awkward around the other adults. I really want this job. I love children. But I need direction. Not always, but in the beginning, I definitely do. I don’t just know what to do. They really seem to want someone who knows what to do automatically
That’s exactly it. I just feel silly around other adults. I’m good with kids on my own, I know they don’t judge like adults(at least toddlers don’t and that’s the age group I want). But I don’t want to be alone with them bc I don’t want to accidentally hurt one or forget something(I don’t trust myself). I’m can easily be silly around just kids, but in front of adults, I just feel stupid