I feel irrationally ashamed for having a interest-based nervous system it makes me feel selfish and lazy to only do things in a rush/when I want to discipline is so hard it is like dragging a 100 pound weight around to do things I don’t want/have to.
That’s life, No one wants to do the annoying shit but it’s necessary and when you realize that it’s good for you, you might actually start having fun doing it