I think my dad’s dying? Or that he’s not okay physically. He’s rlly skinny when he wasn’t a few years ago and when he dropped off stuff at my place he said that his body was giving up on him and that he’s not okay. Idk what I should do, and idk how I’mma cope with when I’m sober and already stressed about college. My next appointment when my college therapist is 2 weeks from now

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I’m starting to think that him suddenly buying all this lavish stuff when he has a home that needs several repairs and suddenly trying to achieve his dream of running an auto business by buying a bunch of cars is cause he’s going to die soon and idk what to feel. Just the thought of returning to the high and rethink this through when I’m sober feels wrong? I feel guilty, and I feel bad at the thought of bringing this up with friends and ruining their valentine’s with bad news either

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