making it out of my situation is literally a hyperfixation of mine & has been since i was a child. any advancement towards that makes me want to cry. like this is so small to some but so huge to me. i don’t even have family members who could co-sign on loans to help me thru undergrad bc everyone in my family has such bad credit. i literally had to find loans without them, which was SO hard since i didn’t have a credit history at 18. but here i am at 21. BREAKING THAT CYCLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!