Deadass it’s literally to the point where I’ve missed out on potential friends and interesting conversations cause I absolutely will not join unless I’m 100% invited. I also hate open invitations cause I’ll gaslight myself into thinking they don’t actually want me there cause of how many times I actually wasn’t invited somewhere and misinterpreted that I was
omggg i literally lost “friends” bc they were talking about going somewhere in front of me and they said “we should go to the movies”… they meant everyone but me, but i thought i was included so i asked “what movie are we watching?” and got berated… it was literally 6 years ago, but that stops me from saying anything unless im properly invited cuz it was such a horrible experience